we were only 19 and 20 when we bought the house...so why would we buy mortgage life insurance....we were young {still are} couldnt even imagine our life being this way right now...but it is... n im lost...broke and confused...

still havent received the death certificates...which is really annoying...

they still have your cologne too...which pisses me off...

i dont understand all the paperwork crap i have to read...you were always so much better at understanding the retarded way things are worded...

i hate people...i now have to talk to them more since your not here to hide behind...

im over-thinking EVERYTHING...i need you here to tell me i made the right choices...n to calm down...

i need you here.