its time for a change. a good change. preferably one that wont cost money

but its definitely time for a change.

i need to start doing something for my future, other than just worrying about it.

i dont think things will get easier overnight, im still going to have my AWFULdontwanttogetoutofbed days, but i need to do something.

im tired of being the blog that is nothing but depressing.

i do have good days. really i do.

but the good days arent the days that i need to write/vent about.

so from here out im going to try to share my good days with you all,

and im going to try to have more, more good days, more to my life than just sitting.

 i need a change.

so im working on a change. a change for the better. putting forth a little more effort to have more good days and to blog the good days.

but dont get upset when its stil 90% depressing, but thats how it goes right now.

{ps i put EVERYTHING on FB, usually the good stuff is there LONG before it is here. just fyi}

so on the fresh start of something good-

i went to the Dino park in Ogden with wesley {nephew} we had so much fun, so glad i got to go with him ♥

 he insisted on a funny face :)

 me n frankie came home today. {unsure of how long} this is frankies first time being home since february.

he was so excited, i was a little nervous he would run around looking for jason. luckily he didnt.

{i fully believe he knows he isnt physically here}

Ive recently been introduced to Geocaching, thanks kayleigh! i was/am amazed by how many are in snowville/stone!

 this one was up by my parents house, we added a stupid cancer bracelet to it :)

one of these days were going to check out all the caches in logan...

ive been blessed to be able to spend much time with this little guy ♥

{sorry about the poor quality of all the photos, they are from my phone}

ive been helping my dad with cows lately. ugh, just kidding it really isnt THAT bad. 

i just got done working out and feel great. i really need to start doing that daily. its{running} scary to do in idaho tho, too many BIG animals out there {mountain lion above my parents house, and also a few wolves}.

               im setting a goal of getting rid of pounds {way too many to post here, its embarrassing!} but im confident its going to happen, im going to buckle down be strict, and become healthy.