the 8th was our anniversary...3 years ago, i married my best friend, nervous to start our lives together but more so excited for it to begin...never would have imagined id be a widow by the 3rd one... that wasnt supposed to happen for a LONG time {if ever.}

i didnt want to be alone that day...so i kept myself busy... i had to get some papers notorized so i went over to the courthouse in malad, and then went to the dr {hadnt been feeling well for a long time} spent about 4 hours there {natural dr that jason went to..we talked a lot} on the way back to my parents i got a friggin speeding ticket!! {first one EVER}. i tried and succeeded on keeping busy that day...

the past week ive been in arizona...went to visit my cousin, and get away for a while. luckily my aunt chris was driving down so i had a ride. it was nice to get away, great to see timari, and all our arizona friends {well most of them} it was great to get away, but definitely nice to be home, ive missed frankie...

 hoping to go again in october to go to the baby shower n finish getting the nursery ready {we painted it this time, well most of it}