my grandpa passed away monday night {25} he was diagnosed with adenocarcinoma about a week before. its hard to believe he is gone :( i was there when he passed. a few hours before, he told me that jason loved me, which made me know jason was there...

this year has completely sucked. my funeral dress is getting way too much usage. i hate it.

hopefully things can/will calm down, i need time to relax, get control of my life...{or at least try}

with grandpa in hawaii, at pearl harbor